Pain is God's Megaphone

I'm not one of those people who miraculously hears God's voice all the time. It's a struggle most days. But pain has definitely increased my listening ability and capacity. There's something about pain that makes me a little more desperate, a little more needy, a little more urgent to get the pain out of my life.

It's been another season where a lot of pain surrounds me. A number of friends this month that have struggled with infertility or baby pain, broken relationships, sin, and loss. Darkness surrounds them, but doesn't overwhelm them.

C.S. Lewis once wrote, "God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains; it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world.” - The Problem of Pain


Lewis brilliantly notices that pleasure doesn't teach us much of anything, much less allow us to connect with the eternal, mysterious God of the Universe. Pain heightens that awareness. Pain turns our real need to hear God's voice into a felt need. We need a hearing aid, and pain is often that hearing aid.

My pain over the past couple years has been awful some days. Bearable other days. Present most days. Others' pain has also been with me many days. My hope and prayer for my pain and my friends is that our pain will rouse us. It will be a hearing aid from deafness to acute listening. And I pray that our pain will ultimately teach me and you how to live differently once the pain is gone so the megaphone becomes less critical to hearing his voice and knowing his heart.

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April L. Diaz

April has been a visionary activist her entire life. She has made it her mission to lead high performing teams and develop leaders in the margins of society while caring for our bodies, mind, and spirit. Secretly, she’s a mix of a total girly girl and a tomboy, and is still crazy about her high school sweetheart, Brian. Together, they co-parent 3 fabulous kiddos and live in Orange County, CA.

Refiner's Fire

"He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver."

[Malachi 3:3]



FROM OUR ADOPTION AGENCY:

This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study, and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.

That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver.

As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.

The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: "He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver." She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.

The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, "How do you know when the silver is fully refined?" He smiled at her and answered, "Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it."

WOW! And incredibly humbling and challenging reminder of "why" waiting is required. And such a beautiful metaphor of the love of our God on us in the midst of the fire.

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April L. Diaz

April has been a visionary activist her entire life. She has made it her mission to lead high performing teams and develop leaders in the margins of society while caring for our bodies, mind, and spirit. Secretly, she’s a mix of a total girly girl and a tomboy, and is still crazy about her high school sweetheart, Brian. Together, they co-parent 3 fabulous kiddos and live in Orange County, CA.

Why Africa?

Sometimes I feel a little weird. Sometimes I still get looks, questions, and skepticism about why I love Africa so much. After all, there are 5 other inhabited continents in the world with serious needs, issues, and injustices. Here are just a handful reasons today...

Africa is the hardest hit with orphaned kids. Eight out of ten children that are orphaned by AIDS live in Africa.

Africa accounts for only 10% of the world's population, but nearly 64% of the global burden of AIDS.

15,000 Africans are dying each day of preventable, treatable diseases - AIDS, malaria, TB - for lack of drugs that we take for granted.

In Africa, 165 of 1,000 kids [16.5%] die before their 5th birthday. In the U.S. and Europe, it's only 2 of 1,000!

Average life expectancy is 47 years in Sub-Saharan Africa, and between 35-40 for those countries hardest hit by HIV/AIDS.
In the U.S., it's 78 years old.

Just a few reasons why I'm a little crazy about Africa. Wanna sponsor a child who's affected by AIDS & poverty? CLICK HERE to sponsor a child from the same village in Malawi as our sponsored kiddos.

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April L. Diaz

April has been a visionary activist her entire life. She has made it her mission to lead high performing teams and develop leaders in the margins of society while caring for our bodies, mind, and spirit. Secretly, she’s a mix of a total girly girl and a tomboy, and is still crazy about her high school sweetheart, Brian. Together, they co-parent 3 fabulous kiddos and live in Orange County, CA.